Now over 11 yrs later I have to have a 4th one to relieve the nerve that's being pinched. I can't find a neurosurgeon and I need one asap. I can deal with the pain but I can't deal with the looks I have been receiving. I need prayers, love, and light. It's a struggle for me to get from point A to point B. I try to get myself mentally prepared knowing that any given moment my right leg can go numb and I be wheelchair bound again. I am almost at a breakdown mentally.
It pains me to see how far I had come and then it is all failing. I had to endure 10 months of physical therapy to relearn to walk. I had to relearn to drive. I got a wonderful job, that I absolutely love, then bam, pain, er trip, CT scan, another pinched nerve, 2 bulging discs, can't work. Can't get unemployment. Can't get the doctor to fill out my FMLA paperwork on time. I can't find a neurosurgeon that can get me seen and fixed up asap. Why me? What did I do to be broken the way that I am. Had funds for getting married at the beginning of December and now no funds, bc I can't work and make money. I just don't know how much more I can take.
